My Daily Thoughts Exposed
Today I did yoga in the morning, yoga has been amazing for my growth and forced me to deal with me. It helped me Go internal to become the person I am today.
After that I did boot camp
Which I realized I need badly. It helps me get out of my head and get the built up anger and energy out. It helps me release what yoga uncovers
These past two years I have been home too much and alone to much, it’s put me into my head. I love my yoga more than anything but I need he butt kicking to bring balance … I mean I am a Gemini
I was on the go and so busy but not stressed for even a second
I was late and that was ok
I think it has to do with the fact I haven’t thought about work and just lived
I was just chill
I need out of this job and have another income source that’s what’s doing this to my mind
And the drinking even just one it needs to stop I’m too little and it impacts me too much
I saw today the positive impact I can have on lives at the birthday, that is who I am and that is what I want to devote my life to doing
Changing young girls lives
I want more days like this,
laid back and peaceful. I was totally at ease and in the moment. I just was
I am so balanced when I am like this, a surefire role model and I am proud of myself.
In moments like this I laugh at the way my mind gets on the bad days, when it is overworking, thinking and never stops.
It just seems silly. but in those moments it doesn’t it seems to consume me. I am so worried about failing I am forgetting to live. Nothing matters, life is good, and I am the inspiration I am born to be on days like today
I love myself and my life.
So the actions I will take :
- More bootcamp style classes, my body clearly needs this
- Keep one day a week work free, no thinking or talking about it at all
- Have NO plan on weekends. at all, just let things happen, good or bad